Trust God

This is what I'm always afraid of. When one of my loved ones gets physically ill because of an illness. Like in the movies and dramas we watch on televisions. I never thought that I could actually feel the emotions felt by those who experienced lost. Well, I thought about it, but not this early. It really is painful, worse than physical pain.

I'm still not sure about the final diagnosis. But I'm hoping that it's treatable and far beyond worse. I'm just waiting for her to come home and tell us what her doctor told her. This is nerve-wrecking!

Another problem that arose was my father's reaction in handling the new problem. We're not that fortunate. We don't have all the things we want in this world. We're just an average family, maybe below average. My father is the only one working in the family. A real estate agent. But he only earns when he is able to sell a house or a lot. Right now, we have a financial problem. I feel useless since I already have finished my studies and am a registered nurse, but have no job.

This problem of ours may not be as serious as the others out there, but it's serious for us. I know that these problems we have right now are all part of God's plans for us. I almost lost it, but I prayed and it strengthened me. I shouldn't let these problems take over me. I have to be strong not just for myself, but also for my family. Things happen for a reason, but never forget to pray during the saddest or happiest part of life. I know that I'll get a job soon that can sustain the needs of my family. I just have to be patient. Trust God no matter what.